tricia
she/her 21 aries
southeast asian - bisexual
speech-lang patho student
+ more

dnfi
under 16, standard dnfi (racist, ableist, radfem, terf, truscum, fetishize/infantilize minors, poc, and neurodivergent individuals, condone pedophilia/incest, etc.), believe in proship, ship real people, believe fiction doesn't affect reality (i believe it does but not on a 1:1 ratio), not critical of the interests you consume + your fandom spaces

links
discord: ask me!!
main acc | priv twt | curiouscat | tumblr

note
feel free to ask/request about anything at all, i always want to help in any way i am able!!

about
i like to make teru teru bozu hung upside down / absorb and write about the power of love / effervescently moved by language and the human heart (and of course, hands) / always last minute / running by the million voices inside the silent hours / i look to art and you to keep me grounded

before you follow
☆ rarely!! spoiler free!!
☆ i really am silly so sorry ahead of time
☆ i tend to use endearment terms a whole lot (hun, sweetheart, etc.) so if that bothers you/want me to use other terms feel free to let me know ^^
☆ if you want to be closer, just interact on my main with literally anything, it's ok if you're shy/don't respond fast i'd love to get to know you!!
☆ may disappear/be inactive for a few days every now and then without any word; just me checking myself mentally, in which case feel free to follow my priv!!

"your night is of lilac"

series/games

genroku rakugo shinjuu | arcane | identity v | final fantasy | mob psycho | tian ya ke | shan he ling | cookie run | dnd | nana | fumetsu no anata e | jujutsu kaisen | hades | dorohedoro | magnus archives | golden kamuy | one piece | vinland saga | fire emblem (fe3h) | fullmetal alchemist | mxtx novels | hunter x hunter | ace attorney | banana fish

to watch/read

kaiji | acca | given | eizouken | gokushufudo | kimetsu no yaiba | revolutionary girl utena | dungeon meshi | ristorante paradiso | house of leaves | priest novels | chainsaw man | kaguya sama love is war | spirit circle | bonnouji | sousou no frieren | witch hat atelier | herakles | nidome no natsu | kill six billion demons | chi no wadachi

always down for more recs!!

"in your hands, all you've lost, all you've touched"

little thank you section for all the people who have been endlessly kind to me and have made me eternally kinder in return. not everyone is featured (for reasons to be respected!!) but i cherish them all the same. you all make me believe in the power of love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"like starlings, we continue to navigate by the moon"

credits, in order of appearance:

typetitleartist/authoryearlink
origami artI'M WATCHING FROM THE MOON & Lightning (in 3 parts)Aya Takano2008artworks
artMyself I think shall never know, how far beneath the wave I goKaye Donachie2016artworks
artMoonlight in the AdirondacksRockwell Kent1960artworks
artNew PaintingJu Hee Kim2016artworks
artUntitledSeog-gu Lee2014-15artworks
poem excerpts (main page)Your Night Is of LilacMahmoud Darwish, trans. by Fady Joudah2007poems
poem excerptsLast Night's MoonAnne Michaels2013poems
manga illustNanaAi Yazawa2004 
manga illustDescending Stories: Showa Genroku Rakugo ShinjuuHaruko Kumota2010 
manga illustDorohedoroQ Hayashida1999 
manga illustHunter x HunterYoshihiro Togashi1998 

"if love wants you, if you've been melted down to stars..."

try to keep everything and keep
standing / in the tall grass,
ten thousand shadows / what’s past,
all you’ve been / will continue its half-life / a carbon burn searing its way

to heaven